I can’t anymore

I can’t keep doing this. I want to give up so badly. I’m tired of the hurt and the pain. All i’ve ever wanted was to be a mommy. Why isn’t god letting me? Why isn’t he letting some of us that want it so bad but is letting ones who don’t want their children get the opportunity? I’m tired of hearing “it’ll happen when it happens” or “when the time is right it’ll happen” I’m tired of seeing people try for TWO MONTHS & be like “omg after trying for so long it happened!” I just want god to answer my prayers. Answer my husbands prayers. Give us our baby. 😔 I’m tired, & i’m broken.

sorry for the vent but besides my husband i have no friends to talk to about this.