So hi my name is Tiffany and I just turned 20. I have been feeling for quite some time lonely and always left out. I have been having a hard time making friends. After I made the friends I made in high school it seemed like I quit making new friends. High school is over and my friends and I are separated and I only see them twice or 3 times a year. My college is a community and everyone there is much older. My only chance of making new friends is my Job but it feels like no one likes me. Everyone there is all friends with each other. They say no one talks to me because I'm really quiet and kinda awkward. But I'm trying to just let go but everytime I do and make friends they end up not really being my friends but like pretending. They talk to me all friendly now but they all go out all the time and I dont get invited. For my birthday last week none of my friends were there for it. Only 2 people from my job came but I cant tell if they came because they care or because they felt bad. I just feel so pathetic.