Maybe sharing a little bit of my story can help me take a little bit of this load off 😩... witch I’m going to be very sincere, it’s been heart breaking for me 💔... Well here it goes...

We get married in april 2016 after a 8 years of being in a relationship. We decided we wanted to wait to have children until after we bought a house and where settled in since in the beginning of are marriage we where living in a small apartment. To make a long story short we started trying in the beginning of February 2018... We where soooo excited for what was about to come and we had so many dreams... just talking about what would our future baby look like and all that extra mushy stuff. Point is first month was a fail as so was the second and third and so on so on... making it hard and disappointing month after month 😩 we both got tested and every fertility test came out perfect witch just made it even more confusing and stressful... My Dr. recommended waiting until the first year of trying was over to do further testing because after a year of trying is that a woman or man is considered to the possibility of infertility and many couples take up to a year or year in a half to be able to conceive(his words). So we waited and right away in February 2019 I went back... two of the things my Dr. referred me to get done was a transvaginal ultrasound and a Hysterosalpingography... After all this a week ago I found out I have both of my fallopian tubes blocked by birth defect making my options very limited... The Dr. even said he doesn’t think the blockage can be fixed (witch he was very rude and careless about although I understand that’s his job and he’s probably used to it) 😩😭💔 I had to get a referral to a infertility specialist( in a million years I would have had imagine going to one) My appointment is for March 14... This has been so heart breaking but I don’t want to lose all hope until I meet with the specialist... I’m praying for good news 🙏🏼

I would love to hear so inspiring stories that could give me some type of hope 🤞🏼

Stand by for a update after the 14th...

Update 4/19/19

So I went to my appointment on March 14 to an infertility specialist(I loved her)... after evaluating my case she gave me two options a operation to try to unblock my tubes or In vitro... I opted for the operation buttt she doesn’t take insurance at all so I started looking for a Dr. that would visiting two more... the last Dr. I visited last Friday is a specialist in women’s diseases as well as infertility (I loved her even more) she think I may have endometriosis... causing inflammation and tubes to be blocked... long story short I am getting operated in two weeks the 30 of April 🤞🏼... she will be doing three procedures; a hysteroscopy, laparoscopy to determine endometriosis and chrome tubing... I am so much more positive and full of hope ❤️

Thank you all for your kind words and positive energy ❤️

I will give you guys a update after my surgery 🙏🏼 keep me in your prayers