I feel bad for complaining because I know other women have been trying for much longer than I have however I'm just so frustrated! Flash back to August 2018, I took a test on a whim and it came back positive! I was beyond excited as was my boyfriend and the rest of our families, unfortunately in October at just under 11 short weeks with my baby I miscarried... we were devastated and due to unfortunate circumstances I had to have a D&C done the day after i found out... my heart has been shattered ever since but we are still TTC, we are coming up on 6 months of trying and every month gets harder and harder... I just dont understand why? Why me? What did I do wrong? I'm a healthy young woman and was off my birth control for a week and became pregnant and now I just cant?? 2 of my cousins just had babies, my best friend just had her baby, my other friend is pregnant as well as many many other girls I know from back when I was in school and such... why do they all get to have healthy first pregnancies and enjoy everything that I didnt get to? I'm just lost and sad to say the least... I need someone to talk to but I dont want to feel like I'm begging for attention. 😞 just needed to vent. Thank you if you took the time to read.