....I think i need a break from all social media’s.i don’t know if today is just a bad day but shit it’s starting to seem everyday a bad day.i compare myself a lot to the woman and girl on my social media’s it’s not just the ones with the big butts and shit ...it literally could be just there face there smile and some times I try to remind myself I am beautiful I try to look at pictures of my self n say that but it’s not working any more I don’t know why I compare myself but I do and I hate it.i think social media has brained washed me into thinking I have to look a certain way ....

But I’m scared that even if I get rid of social media I’ll still be insecure

A lot of ppl tell me I’m pretty but ....it’s just like a Watever ok type thing (not to b a bitch) I feel I will be extremely bored tho I have to throw myself into doing something like working a lot or something I need to occupy myself I’m so used to being on there allll day ...I hope this works..some days im just more insecure thn other days and it really sucks