Workout struggles.

I’ve been on and off trying to work out in my bedroom as I am too embarrassed to go to the gym. I wouldn’t say I’m overweight, people look at me and look at how much I eat and question how I don’t put any weight on. I do put weight on but it’s not where I want it! I’m struggling to find the perfect workout for me, I’m really trying hard to get my summer body. I know I need to resist temptation of unhealthy foods and exercise, not also that I have to have my own workout plan. But that isn’t it... I’ve felt insecure for many years and it’s because of my only friend, down below vvvv the only way to go🤣. My vagina... As i said I’m not a fat girl or anything but I feel that my vagina is rather fatty... does anyone have any tips & tricks maybe that I can try? I’m supposed to be going on holiday in July and I really wanna feel confident this year...😪