Hey everyone,

I’m really sad right now. My mom is 43 and dying of colon cancer. I’m only 25, she had me at 17. I feel bad watching her suffer. She was vomiting stools the other day. The doctor told me she has days left. I wish God would just take her already. It’s meaningless suffering now. She’s asleep all the time and every night I’m praying God will take her and give her a peaceful death.

My birthday is in at the end of March too. I’ll probably have the funeral a week before my birthday. I’m not looking forward to it.

My only sister is in the hospital for mental illness and she can’t have any visitors besides my dad and stepmom. She’s been allowed to visit my mom occasionally but every time she’s gone I haven’t been there. The hospital is far. I really wish I could talk to my sister about everything. I’m also 7 weeks pregnant with my second baby. I’m married and have a 12 month old.

I just need some support right now. I don’t feel like I have anyone I can talk to.

TIA ❤️