I'm realizing my "friends" aren't true friends. My support system is made up of my husband and a cousin. And kind of my mom. But for the most part, no one ever REALLY wants to know how I'm doing, not really.

I was diagnosed a long time ago with severe endometriosis. I don't talk about it a lot. But it's endometriosis awareness month, so I made a post recently. And literally no one responded in any way. No likes, comments, texts. And the few who are supposed to be my "closer" friends have known I have it, so it wasn't a surprise, and I text/talk to them on a regular basis. I just feel like I have no one. It's hard. It's lonely. No one gets it. No one gets me. And now I regret making the post. But also, if people don't start speaking up then how will awareness spread and spark more research? IDK, I guess I'm just being emotional. I'm having a hard time, and I feel like no one cares, and I'm reminded of why I never talk about it. Because it's pointless.

Sorry for the rant.