How do y’all balance faith and trust that God can do anything and could absolutely create the miracle this month with the fact that He may not. Nothing like that is promised on this side of eternity. I might get the miracle tummy baby someday but maybe it’ll never come. I’ve prayed numerous times for Him to take the longing away if it’s something that is not His will...yet it remains.

I know all the cliché and correct things to say, but I don’t think I have the strength to continue to trust for the possibility of big things fully when I feel shattered every month.