I feel like a failure.

So let me start by saying I was induced at 37 weeks due to cholestasis. My plan all along was to go natural but the pain got so bad I asked for the epidural. Now my milk came in and i can’t deal with this pain 😞. My nipples are cracked , bleeding ,you name it. So I gave my baby formula and now she won’t latch onto my boob she’ll just sit there biting it. I’m trying so hard to breastfeed but idk if I can. I feel like such a failure 😞.