This is my second. This pregnancy has been so hard on me mentally and physically. I work as a nurse and 3 months into my pregnancy switched to a new unit. A high stressful much more job satisfying unit. With that, finishing my masters and being pregnant I’ve been a mess. I’m at the heaviest I’ve ever been in my life. I was constantly nauseous and well as you all are aware I’m sure you’ve been as miserable as me and I won’t rant on about that. My due date is tomorrow and I feel so overwhelmed. I had multiple meltdowns at home/work/ in the middle of driving. I hate feeling like this is never ending bc i want to appreciate my pregnancy bc we struggled so hard to get pregnant but it’s so hard when you can’t get comfortable.

I’ve cried so much this past week it makes me feel like a terrible wife/mother for going off on every little thing and go from being angry to just crying and feeling guilty. I know the end is near but I can’t help but want to have my baby here so desperately.