Still hurts

Kylie🌸

Soo if you remember story about my crush(if u dont go check it on my profile so u understand what happened), i cant get him out of my life.5 days ago i got in big big trouble because he showed all our messages to his friends and i made a little joke about one nickname AND NOW WHOLE SCHOOL LAUGH AT ME AND THEY CALL ME THAT NAME.I was sooo embarrassed i didnt know what to do or say i went back home literally crying.I told my mom everything and i wanted to quit school.I COULD NOT BELIEVE MY CRUSH DID THAT.I reported kids that called me like that and now everything is done they are not bullying me anymore,but what really hits me is that he was my crush over 2 years and I thought he was super sweet and kind person but i guess i was wrong.I am going to try and forget that he exists because i think that is the best solution.Any advice how to forget someone??

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME :(