Just finished my HSG (TMI)

Hey!

I just got out my HSG appointment. I’m literally in tears. Just full mixed emotions and cramping. I forgot to take the painkillers before my appointment big mistake!!!! When I got to my appointment everyone was so nice prepping for the procedure was the easy part (a bit uncomfortable) it all started when the technician inserts the dye I felt soo much pain it felt like my back was opening in 2 and my ovaries were coming out the longest 20sec ever... Good news one of my tubes it’s open, unfortunately the pain was too strong for me I couldn’t finish the entire procedure, so I don’t know if my other tube it’s open or not. I kinda gave myself up after the appointment I was so disappointed I couldn’t handle the pain I kept on asking myself how would I handle labor pain if I couldn’t handle this. Then I thought, Why am i being so hard on myself? I’m should not be cowering out because I’m am a strong woman and even tho the procedure did not fully get completed I at least tried. I am here to continue my treatment and if I’m already one step closer to starting my family I won’t back down. So ladies let’s keep our heads up high and when you are feeling down always remember every single step to get there it’s worth it no matter how bad it’s the struggle. Currently got home and my fur baby was waiting for me to cheer me up.