I recently had a miscarriage and I’m finding it really hard dealing with the loss. At first I didn’t want to start trying again (was actually quite adamant that I didn’t want to have another child) and booked a holiday away with my husband. I now feel like I’m never going to get over the loss and that the only way is the start trying again to try and help me move on. I’ve tried explaining this to my husband but he doesn’t seem to understand and doesn’t think it’s a good idea, and he definitely doesn’t want me to be pregnant while we’re away. I’m really confused on what to do and fed up with feeling so down all the time.