TWW 😥😥😥😥

I’m posting anonymously because i’m anxious and embarrassed. My husband and I decided a few months ago that we would just let things be natural meaning no tracking or protection just going with whatever may happen. Well on the 11’th we had sex and a few days later I came on the app and noticed it was 1 day before my fertile window started. Now I know the app is not 100% accurate and one day before fertile window said “low possibility” I know it can happen. I do track consistently and my NOV 17 baby was conceived on my “highest possibility” day. Even though this is what we agreed upon I now can’t help but feel this overwhelming feeling of hoping to God I am not pregnant and feeling like im not longer ready for two. So now I wait until I can test. 😭 Not really seeking advice just a momma venting.