Donor issues!

Need to vent somewhere! (Sorry) We are a same sex couple trying to get pregnant. I’ve had baby fever for years! We have a donor that we know so that that the sample is always fresh, I give him dates that I need him to be available, and as the time gets closer the days that he’s available slowly goes down. :( it’s Uber discouraging when we only get a sample once a month and it’s important day but not the most important day, we do our two week wait and AF comes. Everyone around me is getting pregnant and it’s hard trying to be happy for them when all you want is that positive test with a unreliable donor!