Is it meant to be?

You guys!! I just found out I’m pregnant 🤰🏻 with baby #3 about a week ago. But I just don’t know what to do.. should I keep it or not? My peanuts donor doesn’t want it tho.. well at least not now, not the way I’ve been wanting it. Now I just don’t know what to do! I’m a wreck! I can barely handle my emotions, I’m always crying, but I’m in a really tied up situation right now and I just don’t know what to do...