Giving up
I’m so emotionally spent on this process. i’ll be turning 38 in a couple months and I’m pretty sure it will take the 2nd coming of Jesus in order for me to conceive. I’m so exhausted that the thought of trying to track and test for anything gives me anxiety. My providers had pretty much said the only shot I have is doing
, then moving to
. My partner wants to help get me pregnant, but doesn’t want to do the
IUI
. So he gets excited every month, meanwhile I want to burn every opk I have. I thought I really wanted this, and I would give anything to be a mother, but is it really worth all this. I’m pretty much at the end of the road.
PS: the fact the my cycle day 1 is due in a couple of days might be causing this hormonally charged depressive rant.
Note: I’ve been trying for over a year now, so not one of these ladies wondering why it didn’t work on the first try
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