I’m expecting my second baby and I feel awful that I know I’ll be disappointed if it’s another boy. Don’t get me wrong I am totally in love with my boy but I so want to experience having a little girl and I don’t think we will have any more children. This pregnancy has been totally opposite to my sons so I kinda convinced myself I had a good chance of a girl. Even my 12 week scans I thought I could see a girl nub but I sent the pics off to the nub whisperer and they have said boy and now I wish I never sent it. In one scan it looks like a boy nub (I thought it was the placenta cord though) and one it looks like a girl nub. We’re finding out in a few weeks via a scan and I am dreading it. I feel so bad because I know if it’s a boy I will love him so much just like my son. 😭 I am an awful mother feeling like this.

Scan where they say boy -

Scan where people say girl