I often try my hardest to engage with you, but lately you've become closed off.

I cant read you anymore.

How can I keep crawling into bed when you play video games at night when I want to cuddle but you shrug me off. I crawl into bed and even though you're there, I still feel alone.

I've voiced myself plenty of times, asked, pleaded for your attention both sexually and non sexually.

I'm tired, I'm pregnant. Emotionally and physically tired of putting myself out there.

I hope one day you see that I do, do a lot for you. I push myself through even when I'm not feeling good enough.

Makes me cry every day.

One day you'll understand my pain.