This is our sixth <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I’ve been on pills that mess with my hormones. I’ve taken shot after shot after shot. I’ve had four doctors appointments where they poke and prod just this month... he had one job. One day where he had to do some of the work in this fertility shit. ONE JOB that he does ALL THE TIME anyways.

And today, the day I needed him to step up and take some of our fertility into HIS hands - he can’t do it.

“I’m trying. But I can’t get hard. Can’t we just do this tomorrow?”

No. We can’t. Because my trigger shot was the other day and the window is small.

He woke up this morning and just left to go play video games downstairs.

Another wasted month of shots, pills, money and hope.

I haven’t stopped crying all morning. But if I say anything to him “I’m the bad guy who puts too much pressure on him.”