im goin crazy šŸ„µšŸ„µ

i have been so lonely the past couple of months bro like my last relationship i got cheated on but i cheated too but itā€™s a whole problematic situation but iā€™ve been on and off with having things with people and iā€™ve come to the conclusion that i donā€™t wanna have temporary things no more, but to actually have a committed relationship thas gonna last. now idk how im gonna do this considering iā€™m ugly and no guys actually like me bc of the fact that i donā€™t talk during school and basically look ā€œintimidatingā€ as people say. ugh i want to have someone to b committed to, and not have sum temporary. i want to b able to love again cuz God knows when the last time iā€™ve actually loved someone was. thanks for reading my long ass rant to whoever did šŸ’•