Long short story. Since I was like 9 I’ve always felt weird about boys and I saw girls like so perfect and a few times I thought about kissing one. When I turned 14 my friends started to kiss boys and having boyfriends but even though I tried I didn’t wanted to kiss one. I starting watching sexy photos and then porn but ALL I liked to see was women, no men. Now I’m 19 and V cause I can’t have a normal relationship. I see myself kissing a man but thy don’t turn me on. I don’t see myself kissing a woman but they turn me on.

What the hell???!

Please don’t say I’m Bi, because that probably confuse me more