Whenever your heart breaks

Sitting at the dinner table. My youngest which is 10 years old. Said.

Mommy does it cost a lot of money to have a baby?

I reply with yes.

He said. Oh is that why you aren’t having more kids?

Little does he know I’m still recovering from the mierna crash and my hormones aren’t balanced yet. It’s been over one year.

I just want to feel like myself again. If God blesses me with another baby, I’ll be forever thankful.

It’s just moments like this. Innocent little voices silently crush my heart. I’m sure you can all relate.