Ok, so I’m driving myself crazy waiting to see if AF will come or if I’ll get my 🌈! I had a D&C for a mmc at 15 weeks in January, and my period came back 24 days later. Then it came back early at day 18. Now I’m on a new cycle and hoping that we BD’d enough to make it happen. My cycle has usually been short, around 24 days.

I’m on day 20 today, but last Friday I was spotting brownish-pink for a couple hours and then it stopped. I haven’t had any spotting at all since. And today, every single smell around me was far too strong and made me nauseous. I’ve only felt that way before when pregnant.

No one could ever replace the baby girl that we lost this January, but I feel like having another baby will help me heal and fill a void. Really hoping for my 🌈