I hope baby comes soon..I got scared

Today I was having bad contractions at my doctors office. (It feels like my back is ripping, and I'm about to start my period and have diarrhea at the same time)

She checked my cervix, I'm thinned and 50% effaced. I'm not dialated yet.

I know spotting is normal.

I went home and felt a big gush. I ran to the bathroom and it was maroon colored blood. I wiped myself, got changed and another big gush of blood with a clot. I called my ob and they said to go to l&d..so I did.

Short story short, got an ultrasound(after the doctor checked me because he said I'm having more bleeding than normal after a cervix check) , everything is good with baby, he finally is head down!, I'm in preterm labor, I'll be 37w Wednesday!

Hopefully baby will come soon! I am so uncomfy, can barely eat or move. So much pressure! Ect . Final weeks..so exciting, but so scared of delivery and being a new mom.😭

😍😍😍😍🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 EDD: April 17th 👣💙 common baby