Feeling insecure😕

Madasin • Proud mommy to Maisyn Jo & Rowyn Kate 💖

So my boyfriend has anger issues and when he gets mad he can say some very hurtful things, last time we fought it was because he was having trouble getting an erection when we was messing around and I simply asked him if he was sexually attracted to me (in the past he has called my mother ugly and I look EXACTLY like her even though he says I don’t, so usually I don’t feel attractive when he’s around) I’m a pretty big girl and I’ll try to be sexy and strip for him or put on lingerie but me being naked doesn’t get him hard I would have to play with him and he denies that if he sees any other girl naked he finds attractive he wouldn’t get hard (which I believe is untrue) anyway he got angry and then said he doesn’t know if he’s sexually attracted to me or not, usually in a relationship you know if you’re sexually attracted to someone right?! I noticed yesterday that when we’re doing missionary he closed his eyes or looked down, he wouldn’t really look at me and I don’t know how to feel besides hurt..