My relationship rn is kind of rocky.. I come on here to vent and get advice because I have no one close to talk to. Me and my husband recently went thru some things that we are currently trying to earn each other’s trust back. In result to that he wants to want a few months to try and have a child again. I’m not on birth control nor do I want to start taking it again due to health related issues. And he doesn’t want to pull out knowing it’s a HIGH chance of me getting pregnant. Around the time I ovulate is mainly when he wants to do the do but I steer clear of him and he starts a argument as to why I act that way but when I tell him why he makes me feel bad for it and we end up bringing up the past and what happened and I end up feeling crappy again. What do I do? Not to mention I miscarried almost to months ago before everything happened and when we had a huge argument he told me... it’s a good thing you miscarried... now every time I think about it and get lost in my own thoughts he tells me he didn’t mean it he only said it because he was mad.