I feel awful for feeling like this but I’m not excited about my baby anymore

Before we found out gender I was imagining all the moments I’d have with my little girl and now that he’s a boy I just feel dissapointed.

We are struggling to find a name and I just can picture myself with a boy.

Especially when they get older I don’t know what to do with a teenage boy.

I’m so very grateful for this blessing and am trying my best to be excited and am obviously happy that my baby is healthy but I’m just disappointed...

If anyone could share stories about their lovely boy babies that could help....

Happy that he’s healthy. Sad that he’s a he. I still love him just getting Over this emotional bump.