I’m not in love with my boyfriend

I’ve been having issues with my

Boyfriend we live together and we constantly fight all the time we have been together for 2 years and I’ve been unhappy these past few months We’ve got into arguments and he’s punch a hole in the wall and we never do anything sexual I’ve always been bisexual but this relationship has been pushing me towards girls. I can’t just call it quits because we are both not finical stable to support ourselves on our owns right now so I feel trap I don’t think cheating the way and when I talk about being unhappy he gets really defensive and starts crying or gets really angry. I talk to my friends most support the decision of waiting until I find a roommate but I would just like other people opinions and advice on what to do

Also another rant it’s weird to say I’m not happy anymore i fought for this relationship for so long it feels like for nothing I loved this man and now I’m unsure he’s not the same anymore there’s no passion no butterflies Just crying, anger, depression.