Sleepless

Ashley

We moved into our new place. Needs some updating and my boyfriend is amazing at getting things done and am the O.C.D cleaner..bleach is my second love lol. Needless to say were ttc and we have a big house now, 4 bedrooms and 2 baths. I have the way I want the nursery to be decorated and what room already. It's crazy how I think of this when I am not even pregnant and I ovulated 7 days ago, and I am not the one who tests until AF is late..guess it makes me feel crazy for having these thoughts and hopes when there is no baby. I try and stay quiet so that way if it is negative I wont have to hear anyone say those dreaded words "am so sorry it didn't happen but it will" I know they mean well but I am just more of the just dont say anything at all lol..so as of right now I have swore my boyfriend to secrecy..he has many friends lol. I have a few and none no I am ttc. Just really want to have those thoughts come to fruition. Sorry so long..good luck ladies in your journey!