I’m in such a tough position right now and I’m so confused and I need advice. Please take time to read this💛💛

So my good friend recently broke up with her boyfriend who happens to be my neighbor and the boy I have liked for five years now.

Keep in mind she knew I liked him before she dated him and still didn’t give a shit and they started dating. And they lasted for a year.

She broke up with him over SOCIAL MEDIA recently and started flirting with multiple guys n shit. I mean like whatever you do you I’m not judging

She left him heart broken.

I believe that him and I have had chemistry ever since I met him. There was just this spark that I had and these butterflies in my stomach every time I saw him. And before they started dating, I’m taking like a month before. We were always hanging out, he was flirting with me and all over me and stuff.

Lately he has been doing the same. Flirting with me, asking to hangout, pulling me in closer to him by my waist, holding my hand, teasing me and just being really sweet. And even last night I was out with him past my curfew and he tried to kiss me( I dissed it bc I was scared)

I’ve liked him my whole life and the reason why I was scared was because of the fact that I’ve been waiting for this for so long and I convinced myself that he would never like me back. But I don’t know what to do. I like him it’s obvious but I’m not sure weather or not I shoukd put effort into making this into a real relationship or not.

I don’t want to put the pain that my friend put on me when she went after him when I clearly wanted him. And I’m not doing this to get back at her or anything I’m just so confused. My head is telling me to do one thing and my heart is saying the opposite.

I’m very much aware that it’s a girl code to NEVER go after your friends ex. It’s just so difficult because I’ve wanted him for sooo long and I’ve dreamed of the moment of him wanting me as much as I want him and now that it’s possibly occurring I can’t do anything.

No matter how bad I want him, how I’ve ever wanted him. I can’t have him and that what hurts me to the core. It’s so hard choosing what to do.

Please comment your suggestions, advice and anything you think about this. I need advice girls💖💖