So we are ttc for our second. I’m breastfeeding my 20 month old still and I’ve had cycles for about 5 months now.... not as perfectly regular as pre- baby but still pretty regular. My son is a shit sleeper so im really suffering from exhaustion all the time and resentment that I’m the only one who suffers 90% of the time as my hubby can’t do much with the night wakes and he works away half the week...

Anyways- we are ttc but half the time I kind of angrily don’t want to because of my resentment at being so tired... but we are trying... and when I’ve had a good sleep I do want another and can’t wait to see him be a big brother, be pregnant again and moving forward with my life!

So I started bleeding yesterday day 24 and continuing on today... I thought maybe a great sign as it’s too early for my period could be implantation spotting but now thinking it’s way too much and just an early period? One cycle since they’ve started had only been 24 days... seems to come on after I have a work day where I don’t feed my son much so fluctuates more than before.. anyways I’m disappointed, quite sad.. as I was thinking it was implantation spotting 😢and I thought we were pregnant!

I was going to post a photo of the pad but I think I’m just in denial and it’s just my normal period!! Photos of my chart...

Ps anyone else ttc and breastfeeding? Does your child wake multiple times a night? I can’t chart bbt at all because I can’t depend on a specific chunk of sleep to do a temp after and I can’t wait a minute in bed doing temp if my son is crying in his room for me!! Frustrating!!