I had 2 boys back to back .

I have been pregnant ,breastfeeding or both since dec 2014 and my youngest is still breastfeeding trying to wean.

We had a check list for #3

1)Oldest in some school

2) youngest is almost 2

3)bigger car

4) know where we're going to be stationed.

All those things have been marked off we have been trying since Nov but I'm kinda on the fence now . My boys are old enough to entertain themselves. They have a schedule, and I'm finally getting my own body back but our heart aches for a baby girl.