I’ve been ttc (wanting a boy but would just be blessed to have a baby) for 16 months...dr visit after dr visit. Pills, needles all of it. Suffered a mc on father’s day 2018. Well my almost 50 year old mother just had her baby boy today with her new husband. I have two other sibling we are all from the same mom and dad. I am feeling pretty hurt and bitter about it. Am I wrong. I hate I feel this way but I can’t help it.....I wish I could turn it off and just be happy but I can’t. I was dreading this all through the pregnancy tbh 🥺😭 this sucks!!!