post partum 🤨

I am 26 days post partum.

I have really bad, painful hemmoroids. like pooping shards of glass. what the hell. I literally didn't know this could happen after giving birth. and for the rest of the day after having a bowel movement, it hurts to freaking pee!!! I am over this!!!! 😡😡

I stopped bleeding about 1.5 weeks ago. I thought I was recovering so greatly....now I'm just pissed.

Not only do I have to deal with the hormones, and emotions. the constant boob feedings, and pumping. the feeling of being empty from no longer having a baby inside of me...

But I get the lovely feeling of having my butthole in intense pain when I'm just trying to take a fricking pee. Come on!

am I the only one???