Having a hard timešŖ
I left my sons dad about a month ago. I just wasnāt happy, thereās too many major relationship issues that canāt be worked out without help. Basically our issues are other girls, wonāt ever communicate with me, if I do ever tell him whatās bother me he doesnāt do anything to change it or he will for a week then go back to treating me the same, choosing drinking with his friends over spending any time with me(we donāt have any days off together). Just doesnāt make me a priority in his life. Yes Iāve talked to him about everything and he just doesnāt care. Well he suggested we go to therapy because he doesnāt want to break up. But last minute after I got everything set up, he said he didnāt want to go. That he doesnāt see how it would help. And he doesnāt want to work things out anymore. I know it was best we are not together, but I hoped we could at least try. Iām taking it a lot harder than I thought. And Iām having a really hard time with our son and having split days. Iām getting use to that. But now heās talking about going to see a lawyer together to get everything on paper on how we have our days with him. And I agree, but it just hurts to have to even do this. Also my mom said the other night while I was at the gym my son woke up screaming saying ādadā and it was clear thatās what he said. Heās only 22 months old. So that just broke my heartš I grew up with divorced parents who were apart when I was also 2. I never wanted this for my child. I feel as I failed my son. I do wish his dad would work on things with me because I do love him, and I know we could be great together if heād just grow up and realizes what he has. But I know I canāt change him. I just donāt know what to do. I feel so brokenš
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