Hi ladies I just had my daughter about 8 months ago and during labor I guess I got a hemorrhoid from the pushing, now it doesn’t hurt but will it ever go away????

My partner has been wanting to spice up our sex life.. “eat” my behind. But since I have a hemorrhage I’m so insecure.

Is there anything I can do for this can go away???

Edit- thank you so much ladies for your response! Will this make it go away for good???