I miscarried my first baby at about 5-6 weeks on March 9th. This was almost a whole month ago and I’m still super upset and emotional when I think about it (which is quite often) I wanna cry right now just writing this out. I still have the pictures of my first and only positive tests I’ve ever had, and even pictures of the actual miscarriage. I would like to share them but I’m not sure it’s a good idea as they are graphic. (Comment whether I should post them) and when I put myself back in the situation (this sounds so gross) but it’s like I feel it all over again physically. Like passing the tissue and clot(s). I feel everything emotionally too. I’m so scared its never going to go away. My mom ordered me and my bf these online: