Sorry rant/ introduction

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I've been on this app for 2 years and some how never found this group. I cant even explain how happy I am to see this. It's been hard being the only wicca follower at home, and dealing with infertility. People keep trying to get me to go to there church even when I explain I've done that before. Than they feel that it was just a my church problem (even though I've moved around all my life and been in plenty of churches) that there's has all the answers, and "God" will fix my infertility. Any time something negative happens in my life they blame my faith. I keep miscarrying (5) and the response I get is "what do you expect when you don't accept jesus. Then when I tell them things bad that happened while the other faith they turm it around to "that's cause the devil hates us." I've been felling so alone. I started my cycle on April fools. My cycle came a whole week late just to come on that day. I made the mistake of going to my sister about it cause I was hurt about it. I mean it felt like my bodies sick joke getting me excited only to knock me down again. Unfortunately then it turned into a faith thing again. Really needing this community right now. I was feeling really low then had the urge to get on the app and then I saw on my recommendation this. I'm so flippin happy I could cartwheel!