Baby Fever

Certain times of the month normally when my hormones are peaking I have the undeniable urge to have a baby. Then a week or 2 passes and I have normally talked myself out of it. It always comes back.

I should probably let you know I have endometriosis and am in ending stages, so my time to carry a child is very limited and chances may be little to none.

I’m not sure if that urge is because I know my time is almost up, or if I really want to bare a child. Not knowing is killing me! I know it may sound bad, but I don’t want to have a child if I’m not “ready”

I know you can never truly be ready but I believe there’s a time life when you are ready.