Someone please please please read and lmk something. My mom has been married several times but none of the guys she married had sons and growing up I never had a brother or a dad or any guy to take care of me. When I got about 13 or 14 my mom married this guy who had a son a few months older than me. I was beyond excited to finally have a guy to look after me. Me an him would always hang out in the living room rlly late after our parents went to bed, just chill and sh*t ya know. Until one night he txt me after he had went to bed saying he wanted to things with me and stuff and I told him I didn’t want to it didn’t feel right and he just sent me laughing emojis and I told him I was Fr that it felt wrong and uncomfortable with our parents dating and how he was like a brother to me and all he said was whatever. Everything was fine for a few months, and we were rlly close. I had never had a brother before so I didn’t rlly know the “rules” on the whole brother sister thing. One night he asked me if I wanted to watch a movie so we went to my room and I had shorts and a T-shirt on I made sure I was covered and I got tired so i got under the covers and I rolled over the next thing I know he’s pulling my shorts down and he did the thing. Idk if he wore a condom I didn’t speak the whole entire time I didn’t even move. I know I should have said something but I was so scared I just froze up. A few months go by and it happens again, I froze up again Idek why, this time the second he left my room I ran to the bathroom and cried for the longest time.