Okay so I know I must seem like I’m crazy but just like so many of the other women on this app, I’ve suffered such an awful tragedy in December of 2018.

We were expecting our first baby and discovered at our first appointment there wasn’t a heartbeat 😭

I thought maybe we should get a second opinion and two weeks later it was confirmed as a missed miscarriage (I had never heard of this so I was so confused and devastated) and we had to have a d&c 4 days before Christmas.

After the procedure there was still something “living” within me and it took 13 weeks and numerous blood draws/ procedures before I had a LONG HEAVY AND HARD period.

I am so traumatized as well was my SO.

I ovulated FINALLY on 3/25 and I thought I had a faint positive but now I’m just wondering if this is chemical and I can’t get my hopes up.

I know you shouldn’t keep re testing but my anxiety is through the roof and I’m terrified to tell my SO to get his hopes up...

Any comments, words of encouragement, anything would be really appreciated.

We are so ready for our 🌈 I’m just so scared 😭