Social media problem

Shakayla • NEVER GIVE UP 😘

He is bitching about my instagram most of the pictures I posted are old asf 🤷🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️I’m just catching up because I don’t Really be on there wow now all of a sudden a cousin is pulling up tell him about my Snapchat like you cnt be more serious so I block him on Instagram deleted the app oh he also lie in say he doesn’t even be on Instagram I found his page but he never added me back but I see my hoe ass cousin accepted by him who he claims he doesn’t even know it’s cool oh also deleted my Snapchat so all I HAVE IS GLOW YOU WOULD THINK THE PROBLEM IS SOLVED BUT HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE A JOB AND WANTS TO CONTROL ME LIKE WTF REALLY I HAVE BOUGHT MY BABY EVERYTHING SO FAR 😭😭🤧🤧 But I’m the bad guy I SUCK HIS DICK OH LETS NOT FORGET TAKING IT IN THE ASS WE NOY EVEN MARRIED I FEEL SO SO STUPID & DUM WENT TO GO look at a baby shower venue the lady say $1500 I’m like wow in this boy is no help welp I know God will make a way for me then she say are you working on a budget I say yes because In my head I’m like FUCK!!!! Ima be the only person paying for this shit this is my first baby to make to my uterus I’ve had 3 Ectopic my right tube is gone so just have my Right ovary and left tube and left ovary I tryin to do it big for my baby girl I just don’t understand anymore he say he changed for me but he must have changed for the worst he use to treat me so much better before massage my feet my back cook was working IM NOT TRYING TO WRITE A BOOK I JUST WANT A FAMILY I WANT MY CHILD TO HAVE HER FATHER BUT HE MAKES ME FEEL VERY VERY LOW IM NOT GETTING NO LOVE BACK HE IS EVEN THROWING UP AFTER HE GIVES ME ORAL NOW 😳🤒😭😭😭makes me feels so bad about myself ion deserve this he say I’m too disrespectful but he not trying to see why I call him out his name so I just tell the fuck nigga to move on he don’t have to put up with me bitch step IM TO GHETTO IMA DIFFERENT BREED DONT COMPARE ME TO THEM PRISSY ASS HOES YOU USE TO DATING IM NOT A YES MAN IM A YEA OK NIGGA STEP THATS JUST ME I WATCH MY MOM LET ALL TYPE OF MAN BEAT ON HER TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER I REFUSE TO LET THE SAME SHIT HAPPEN TO ME MY MENTALITY IS DIFFERENT OH WELL IMA PLAY THIS SHIT HOW IT GOES..... SO LAST NIGHT WE GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT OVER THE PHONE I WOKE MY GRANDMA OUT OF HER SLEEP IN THEM SHE COME IN THE ROOM IN BLAH BLAH THIS BLAH BLAH THAT THAT NIGHA DONT LOVE YOU HE TRYNA MAKE YOU HAVE A MISCARRIAGE THIS MISCARRIAGE THAT STILLBORN THOS STILLBORN THAT ITS BECAUSE HE HAS SOMEONE ELSE IM LIKE COME ON MAN GRANDMA YOU ARE THE ONE WISHING DEATH ON MY BABY ALL MY FUCKIN LIFE MY FAMILY VALL ME ROTTEN AND TELL ME I WILL NEVER HAVE KIDS I HAVE NO OLACE ELSE TO GO BUT TO SLEEP IN MY CAR I HAD MY OWN PLACE AND TWO CARS BUT HE MADE SURE THATNI WOULD HAVE NOTHING I MOVE HIM INTO MY SHIT IN HE GOT ME $1000 DOG FINE THAT I WASNT GONNA PAY ONLY HAD TWO MORE MONTHS TO FINISH MY FUCKIN LEASE 😭😭😭😩now I have eviction on my name it’s so much more to this story but it’s all good ima play this shit how it goes THE BIBLE SAYS THE TOUNGE IS THE MOST POWERFUL WEAPON AND ION RESPECT SHE CAME IN THE ROOM LIKE THAT SAYING IN SPEAKING THAT SHIT UP ON MY CHILD LIKE THAT SO I JUST PRAY CRY LITTLE MORE LISTEN TO BABY WITH DOPPLER AND TOLD HER THAT MOMMY WAS SO SORRY OVER AND OVER AGAIN THEN I FALL ASLEEP