So my fiance works away, not that it really matters some questionable things I've found lately have me not wanting to touch him anyhow but during the week while he is away I will pleasure myself almost every single day while the kids nap. I've caught him videoing himself masturbating (idk y he was) but even though I know he does it I still feel guilty everytime I do, like I'm doing something wrong that I shouldn't do. Does anyone else feel this way and how can I stop from feeling guilty. I don't do it to anyones pictures, sometimes I will watch porn but usually I don't need it I don't even use a toy I use my back massager and the vibration alone does it for me so i can't understand why I feel like it is wrong like I said I know he does it often