Have an baby or not

So I'm kinda in a debate with myself on if I should have another baby or not boyfriend says hes good with just one. I kinda feel the same but I have always said I wanted two. An then next question how is it if you got your tubes tied like the recovery with a two. I'm going to talk to my ob about it on the 12th of this month .is when I go in to get a new nexplon put in.