I’m not angry just tired.

so little story time I’m 21, 22 this June and I’ve been working in retail since I left school so since I was 16, I’ve had part time always and full time when I member of staff was off sick or if someone had taken a holiday.. I got fed up and needed a change so I applied for an apprenticeship in a nursery FULL TIME for example half 9 till half 6 or 9 till half 5 Monday to Friday and I got the job!! My dream job! my first day was today 9 till half 5, my boyfriend has been out of work for a little while struggling to find something he really wants to do, so his been at home all day on his own and then from half 3 with his 11 year old brother who lives with us permanently as we adopted him... now this is why I’m writing this, I walk in about half 6 and I walk in and nothing has been done, there’s still washing that’s needs to be done, the washing up hasn’t been done.. basically nothing it was a shit hole AND THEN his brother calls out to me that’s his hungry, he hasn’t had dinner so basically I’ve woken up at 6 been at work till half 5 got back at half 6 & I’ve had to clean the whole house, make them dinner and just basically do everything and when I mentioned it I just get told ‘I didn’t feel great’ but he managed to see his friend and make a mess and I’m just tired.. don’t want this to happen everyday!