Struggling

LaKota

Okay y'all I'm not usually one to post, but I'm so tired of feeling disgusted at myself. I have PCOS, depression, and PTSD. I cant stand the way I look, but I also cant stand to be in a gym with multiple people. I get so paranoid. I have an almost 3 year old, and I'm at that size where I cant catch my breath after playing. I'm the one with the glasses. I have tried workouts, diets, fasting and medication. I dont know what to do.