Helpppl

I’m 5 months pp and I can’t seem to lose any weight. I hit 200lbs the day I gave birth and I can’t get past 170lbs. I’ve tried all diets and at home work out and I can’t make that number go down. I do feel very energetic all the time. But my fat is all still there and clothe shopping makes me so upset seeing that I have to get mostly XL shirts. I’m too scared to try to buy a pair of jeans. I’ve been living in leggings. Knowing that these beach months are coming up it’s killing me to even think about putting myself in a bathing suit. I don’t care that much about what people think or how that see me. I know my SO and son love me no matter how I look I’m just VERYYY uncomfortable in my own body.