This whole parenting thing is hard. I’m at FTM and only 20 yrs.. my son was born in January at 35 weeks and wasn’t due until March 1. After spending 2 weeks in the NICU, I thought he’d come home and it’d be so easy. I grew up babysitting so I literally thought I had it down to a T. Wronggggg. Here we are 2 months and I can’t seem to get any sleep, he won’t let me put him down, he cries for no reason. I feel like I’m losing my mind and I’ll never get sleep again. I see all these moms like “oh my son is already sleeping through the night” or “my son sleeps in his crib no problem” like what am I doing wrong??? HOW do I get my child OFF of me and into his own bed WITHOUT screaming his head off when I put him down? He’s on acid reflux meds so it can’t be the issue anymore. He will be in the deepest sleep of his life but as SOON as I put him down, he’s wide awake. Someone help :(